Who I’m Wearing Breakdown: Hat: Forever 21, Sunnies: H&M, Shirt: H&M, Blazer: Vintage Find, Vintage Shop in LA, Pants: Levis, Shoes: Keds
Today is the day. I am finally giving birth, lol. It so bittersweet to release my child out into the world when I am not doing so well. I always pictured this day as a memorable one. Regardless of how I feel, I am going to make it memorable. Working on this record for the past year has been an emotional rollercoaster. I feel like now that the album is coming out I am getting on a new ride. I am supposed to be going out to promote this record but everything has been put on hold. My recent diagnoses of Glaucoma has really thrown our plans off track. I don't know where everything stands right now, what I do know is that I will do whatever I can to get this out into the world. All these songs on this album come from the depth of my soul. This is my heart that I am baring to the world. Let The Music Be Your Guide is a record filled with love. It is about falling in love and falling in love with yourself. Learning to love yourself is one of the things you need to do in this life you are living. I feel proud of the work that I have done. I am just disappointed that its legacy might be tarnished by a disease that has come out of nowhere. I don't know what is happening with my life. I thought everything was working right. Now everything is a mystery and up in the air. I just hope this record does what I want it to do. Leave a mark on this world and somehow make difference with the uplifting messages each song holds. Am I gonna run? Am I gonna fly? I'll try my best to do it, as this music becomes my guide.
Happy release day, Let The Music Be Your Guide.
END OF CHAPTER 3
photographers: Shawna & Arnold Gaitan of MIH Studios
Book 1: Chapter 3