Who I’m Wearing Breakdown: Sweater: H&M, Pants: H&M, Shoes: Aldo
I don't know what to say. This was the last outfit I shot before I left the beach. I left there with a clear head and a heart full of hope. I went to the doctor this week and I have been trying to process my thoughts on what has happened. So turns out I won't be getting released from the hospital. If anything, i'm about to spend more time there. I'm a little heartbroken and confused. I'm trying to figure out what this means for my future. Long story short, I have been diagnosed with a disease called Glaucoma. I don't really understand what this is. It is all new and turning my world upside down. My album is out next week and my heart is broken knowing that I have this beautiful piece of work coming out into the world and I won't be able to handle it with the love and care it needs to grow in this world. My doctor looked freaked out. Glaucoma is a very serious disease. My eye appointment turned into a day stay at the hospital. My eye pressure was up at 56. That is not good at all. I am so scared. I don't know what to do. I told my work about this and they weren't so happy. It is a little awkward. My manager says I can bare it and that my career is more important. But my health and well being is important too. I am so conflicted and worried about everything. My heart full of hope is feeling so down. I don't know what to do? Can someone please give me a sign? Please.
photographer: Joey joannamariejoey
Book 1: Chapter 3